woah, i need to let of some freaking steam! its been stuck in my body since evening.
im not going to be very crude in this post, bcoz i have to remain cool, or i will be
out of breath again -_-
if u rmb, 2 days i was LOCKED in my room. ok not bad, bcoz i still have my com,
my paper and pencils for some scribbles,my ipod , and books and magazings
and blah blah ,everything u can find in a room
but today, i was LOCKED OUT, its highly suspicious, issit coincidential or what?!
b4 dinner i went to the mini mart below to buy drink.
bcoz the mini mart is like damn eff near my block, so i just rush down
normally without locking the door, its sucha damn hassle u noe?
Then my mum was preparing to go for some dinner and she was about to go..
yea, so when i bought my stuff and waited for the elevator, i saw the screen
stop at B1, and the fact that my block has only 4 floors, 5 house in each floor,
there is like 1/20 possibilty my mom's the one who take the lift.
then i was like hoping it was the 19/20 but damn it, when i step into
the elevator, my mother's SIGNATURE perfume disperse, yes just like mc's
one.oops.
and i quickly run out to open the gate, but ITS LOCKED, AND I DON NOT HAVE
MY KEYS.woah, i can stay outside till my dad come home right?which is like a
effing 10pm
out of desperation i had to borrow handphone from the security guard and his hp
wallpaper is a cartoon hippo -_-
then i pmsed at my dad asked him kin come home gimme key to open door,
he say ask my maid to come home !*@^!
wtf, ask my maid to come back need to take bus right? then i haf to wait damn
long ..
so i sat on the bench at the clubhouse, and wait and wait, until i am so angry
and fucked up i almost want to cry.i keep thinking that my mother did that purposely
bcoz she obviously knew that i don bring keys when i go down to buy stuffs.
like half an hr later, my maid then reach , im hungry like hell alr can anot.
so until now, i am still holding this grudge against my mom, im not going
to shoot crude words at her cos shes my mom, but i am just freaking piss
and upset that i dunno what words to describe my feelings other then just piss and upset
yea?
and this post shall be in hot red to show my anger
anyway i was at mtv's website, and i saw the ad for 'a shot at love 2 with tila tequila'
i'm like wtf?!even the bachelor, or bachelorette gets one chance nia,
how come she can get twice?!
and i tink she just ditch dan to fit into this new series.
thats sick and bitchy >:(
so i watch 1 epi, and im feeling so dgted, cos once again the guys are like
desperate like fuck to get her attention..
and plus the kissing with the women...
its too over,
as a conservative girl, i really cannot tahan watching a second time.
its a miracle, i finish watching the first series.

















































